Stress !!

I have been so stressed lately. This blog-thing is not what I expected. It is a nice way to vent and get release the stress of being a mother of four and finishing my degree. I do have potential jobs already as soon as I graduate. I have received no feedback from my entries. Maybe, they are just boring? I wish I knew how to become in contact with other bloggers. No one I know actually blog. Any suggestions would be deeply appreciated. Well I have 3 exams before Friday at 2:oopm then I get a nice month break; which, I will soend majority of my time spending with my children. Still a good day all in all. I have a freind who has court next week. It is a self-defense trail but, they are trying to charge her with second degree murder. I can not go into details about the case, although, I will share that she was a victim of domestic violence. Some many omen are going throughthis same struggle. Everyone says how easy it is too walk away but, unless you in walking a mile in their shoes do not judge. Please, beleive me whenI say this mother of 7 does not deserve to be in prison.  I dedicate this enrty to you my dear friend no matter what I will always be there for you and your babies. Well enough sharing for today be back tommorow for some more stories. LIVE~lAUGH~lOVE

This is the last picture I have of My Dad and my Son Seth!! We were waiting for the train to take up to West End! This was taken Aug 11th 2011. RIP Daddy I love and miss you. I will prevail and strive for the best for my family. I will dedicate my success to you Daddy~

 I miss my Dad much tonight! I can never hear his voice again except, an, old voicemail he left on my cell phone 8 months ago. Does the pain get any easier?  Everything reminds me of him. I hope he knows how much I loved him. I have never been a affectionate person. My Dad did raise me and he was not a very affectionate man to me. He did love me but, just not the hugging type. Guess it rubbed off on me. I try to be more affectionate especially to my kids.

Well today has been pretty productive. Got the kids bathed and ready for bed so, I can have a little Mommy time. Which, consist of studying for finals and blogging. I have had a hard six months. I have lost six people (including my Father) in six months and still trying to get through school, take care of my kids, and be a good girlfriend. My Father died suddenly after having a operation removing a polyp from his colon. The others were close friends who died way to young for their age. It really makes you think about your own mortality. We need to not sweat the small stuff and really appreciate the life, love that we have. Be good to others. One nice gesture a day to a random person or to a close friend it doesn't matter. Live- Laugh -Love

First Blog Ever

So, this is my first blog ever. I have four kids and they are a handful. My son is the oldest. He is 12 years old. The rest are girls ages 8, 4, and 3. My 8 yr old daughter has already started developing breast. I can not believe this is happening already. I was 14 years old and wishing I had some. She is so funny; I keep catching her looking at her self in the mirror. She said to me, "Mom, I hope my boobs do not get as big as my grandma Sissy. This is her paternal granmother and she is quite large in the top department. I guess it is time to find a bra for my 8 year old? I do not even know where to find such a baby bra. Any suggestions?